Monday, December 19, 2011

Children of the Year

How Winter loved his sister, Spring,
Though all that he did well preserve,
(Yes, each and every little thing)
She meddled in without reserve;
But then her sweet and cheery smile
Would melt him in a little while.

Ah! Lovely Spring, a tender heart,
Enlivened all with just her touch,
And wept when Winter did depart,
For he indulged her very much;
Yet how she glowed so bright with glee
When Summer came for company

Because she was her favorite one;
They treasured all the time they spent,
For all that was by Spring begun,
Did Summer sweetly complement,
Until the farewell grackle call
Would welcome in capricious Fall.

Well, Autumn was his proper name,
For Summer leaves where Autumn goes
To huff at those who shun his game,
And shower gifts on whom he chose,
Till Winter comes to calm him down,
And wait for Spring's return to town.

Monday, December 12, 2011

I Hope You Like Flowers

I was at the Highland Park Poetry Open Mic last Friday, and got to participate in my first on-the-spot poetry challenge. The theme was Gifts. I managed the below in the eight minutes I had.

It irks me when I
Can't figure out why
I can't think of what sort
Of present to buy.

I know who its for,
And what makes her smile,
Yet this silly task
Is taking a while.

Oh well, I won't sweat it,
I'll settle for flowers;
So much for my 'riginal
Thoughts all these hours.

And if she despises
My gift to her, I'll
Utter these words with
A sincere smile:

And then I ran dry. I was stuck, stuck, STUCK! When Jennifer Dotson called my name, I walked up and recited it, and generated some laughter at my dangling ending. And NOW, three days later, I decided to finish with this...

"I fear to buy
What dazzles the eye
Lest it become to you
Much dearer than I;

But flowers shall wilt
Till they are a mess,
And spare you the guilt
Of loving me less."

... just had to finish what I started.

Monday, November 28, 2011

The Ever Rising Tide

Your anger is an ocean wave
You cannot leave to rise,
For once arisen must it brave
A path to its demise:
To slowly draw into its breast
Each vessel in its wake,
Then shatter all upon its crest
Before the downward break;
Or swell in silent solitude,
Across the fickle seas
To crash upon your shores and quench
Your grove of poison trees.
So slay no spirit, spare your heart,
And know the ocean wide,
That you may breathe the winds that quell
The ever rising tide.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

One Day of You

To every orphan child, with love.

Up from my mother's arms so cold,
I looked around the room to see
The many faces looking on
My handsome Abba peacefully
Asleep during the day.

I turned to see my mother who
Stood quiet with her statue face,
I put my hands around her neck,
And held her in my baby brace;
Then in the softest tone,

Inquired: "Ammi, Abba get up?"
Her face retained its rocky state,
I slapped her cheeks with both my hands,
And made the room to resonate:
"AMMI, ABBA GET UP?"

And then her face went soft and warm,
She slowly blinked her moistened eyes,
Her lips went tight, and tears streamed;
I thought an Ammi never cries;
My Ammi never cries.

And so I kissed her face and said,
"Ammi, Abba get up" again.
But that just made her weep some more,
To sadly shake her head, and then
To sit upon the floor.

And that was when I raised my arms,
Before announcing loud and clear:
"Ammi, Abba get up, Ammi,
Abba get up TOMORROW". Dear
Ammi wept on but smiled.
Well said, my little child.
Take heart from what was spoken,
This true reminder token
Of sweet and soothing patience,
Absolutely beautiful:
Tomorrow to be woken.

My child, you live one day of you,
So live your day - gold, green and blue;
But live it right, and live it true,
That when the sun does set on you,
As I did, you may get up too,
Get up to live the rest of you;
Unto the Ever Living Who
Does love you with a love more true
Than mine could ever be for you;
So patience for one day of you,
This day of me and you;
Tomorrow is forever.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Jameel and Jameelah

I heard this lovely story, supposedly true; beautiful regardless. I picked the names Jameel and Jameelah for ease.



No man could compare with gracious Jameel,
And there was no lady who was fairer than Jameelah;
Her beauty unmatched and manner genteel
Had earned her the admiration of the whole qabeelah.

So when he made known his noble intent,
The tribespeople feared an immediate rejection.
But when she did bashfully give her consent,
Jameel was commended by them all with great affection.

But He who draws near the ones who love true
Bestows on them roses covered in thorns,
For sweet is the end of the righteous who
Endeavor a peace that trial adorns.

With only a week until the big day,
Jameelah was injured in an accidental fire;
Her beautiful face was burned in a way,
And destined to never be an object of desire.

She sent for Jameel, and fought back her tears,
Determined to free him from a formidable kindness,
But news of Jameel came flooding her ears:
A poisonous meal had just resulted in his blindness.


But He who draws near the ones who love true
Bestows on them roses covered in thorns,
For sweet is the end of the righteous who
Endeavor a peace that trial adorns.

They met, and they wept, and patiently sat
Considering carefully the burdens that they carried.
And all of the tribe was marveling at
The beautiful way in which they happened to be married.

Contented were they in all of their strife,
They raised a sweet child who was as lovely as her mother,
While time gnawed away at their mantle of life,
A mantle they treasured and devoted to each other.


But He who draws near the ones who love true
Bestows on them roses covered in thorns,
For sweet is the end of the righteous who
Endeavor a peace that trial adorns.

Jameel could not stop the flow of his tears,
In patient submission at the grave of his Jameelah;
And after a span of sixty five years,
He thought of the times when he pretended not to see her.

The scars in her face her heart did conceal,
His love went beyond the thing that made him feign his blindness.
How pure was the love of gracious Jameel,
Surpassed only by the likes of his Jameelah's kindness.


And He who draws near the ones who love true
Bestows on them roses covered in thorns,
For sweet is the end of the righteous who
Endeavor a peace that trial adorns.



Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Phone Pains

When I was just a child, the phone
Would ring to let you know
That somewhere else a someone sat
Awaiting your 'hello';
You'd pick up the phone, or leave it alone;
And that's how far you'd go.

And then there came the softening blow:
The answering machine,
That played (thanks to your greeting from
Attempt number eighteen)
Each message amassed, the first and the last,
And all those in between.

But Murphy's law had barely seen
The things that we'd bemoan;
We sigh and roll our eyes at each
Reverberating tone;
Our hunger for tools has made us such fools:
Won't leave ourselves alone.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

A Sonnet To My Children

Of all the things that make for sunny skies,
And send upon my heart a summer breeze,
I love you child, the coolness of my eyes,
My anchor as I weather stormy seas.

For when I put my arms around you, dear,
And feel the softness of your warm embrace,
It shrouds me in a love that is sincere,
A love that goes beyond this time and place.

But when I gaze into your sparkling eyes,
And see myself in all my vanity,
I gradually come to realize
How superficial a love can be.

Afford me love, surpassing mine for you,
Well-founded in a greater love that's true.


Friday, September 16, 2011

Becoming Friends

Day One: I sow my softest smile,
And reap the harvest wilted frown.

Day Two: I flash that smile and see
Just why the fallen must stay down.

Day Three: my customary smile
Begets a mostly vacant stare.

Day Four: the stare is lessened in
The degree of its vacancy.

Day Five: sweet reciprocity,
As I detect the slightest nod.

Day Six: the nod has swelled to bow,
I marvel at this work of God.

Day Seven: I get greeted first,
We trade our names excitedly.

Day Eight: I sow my softest smile,
And reap the harvest 'bundantly.

Day Nine: we shake our hands to seal
Our warm relationship in style.

Day Ten: my dear friend receives
Me in his arms before he leaves.


And by the bye, know I ain't I,
I'm usually the other guy.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

The Tracker

or Suraqa's Prize


A hundred camels; fair reward,
Thought Suraqa bin Malik, who
Had set his eyes upon that prize,
And knew precisely what to do;

Instructing thus his faithful slave,
He ordered her in secrecy
To go prepare his agile mare,
With the utmost rapidity.

Then Suraqa slipped out of town,
And with the greatest care was bound
For where the bounty hunter's mount
Sat patiently without a sound.

He started from the mouth of Thaur,
And let his heightened senses glean
From every trace in every space,
The path his quarry must have seen.

Into the desert, Suraqa
Picked up on every clue with care
And on he pressed without a rest
To overcome the fleeing pair.

Then as he came atop a dune,
His skill and patience bore him fruit;
For came in sight, to his delight,
The object of his long pursuit.

He gently spurred his trusted mare
To canter at a steady pace,
Then drew his bow, which he held low,
And nocked an arrow, just in case.

But when they came within his range,
The duo swiftly turned around
Which caught the bounty hunter's mount
By such surprise, Suraqa frowned.

He masterfully reined her in,
And forced her round to face the two,
Their noble faces full of grace:
A grace that graces very few.

He drew his breath and shouted out
A call to give in peacefully,
But not a word, not one uttered
By Taymi or by Hashimi.

Then Suraqa, his bowstring drawn,
Attempted to advance his mare,
When unseen hands let loose the sands,
And Suraqa was in despair;

For all his years of horsemanship,
He could not stay the fluid sand,
With little choice, he found his voice,
(And, though he did not understand)

Suraqa promised he would leave
If only he could be set free;
The Prophet prayed; the sand, it stayed,
Releasing him immediately.

But such is the allure of wealth,
That Suraqa forgot his plight,
And sought he then to try again
With all his strength, and all his might.

No sooner had he spurred the beast
Than did the sands return that stalked
The poor bounty hunter's mount,
Who raised his bow with arrow nocked;

And then his eyes went wide with fear,
For all of feeling left his hands,
The tracker's face lost every trace
Of color that a face demands.

And in an earnest, broken voice,
Did Suraqa renew his oath,
To turn away from them that day,
And grant safe passage to them both.

The Prophet raised his hands in prayer,
And that at once allayed the sands,
Which served to spare Suraqa's mare,
And brought back feeling in his hands.

Then did the Prophet give the news
To Suraqa that he would wear
From Khusro's gold, of wealth untold,
The royal bangles as his share.

And so the years went rolling by,
Until that day divinely willed,
When struck with awe, the tracker saw
That strangest prophecy fulfilled.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

On Certain Knowledge

The new anti-depressant pill,
The iron-clad pretexts for war,
That caring education bill,
Those coupons that we line up for,

All make us feel secure until...

You drown your baby in the bath,
You lose your son to smart-bomb wrath,
You ace the test, but get no call,
Our GM diet kills us all.

Our home-grown double-yew-em-dee
Is knowledge without certainty;
And that is no knowledge at all.
Lets read the writing on the wall,

And taste the glory in the shame
Of trying out this simple cure:
As we defend the good we claim,
Could we just mention, "We're not sure"؟

Dissolving the "Leaves in the Wind" Page

I figure they're all leaves in the wind. I have posted those works here in all their disconnectedness, and I bid that page good-bye.

Furrows in your Brow
Humbling Fatherhood
About Me

About Me


The more I say, the less you hear;
The less I say, the more its clear,
That wishing for to know me more
Is not a fancy you hold dear.

Humbling Fatherhood


'Fit weren't for fatherhood
I'd never've understood
That all the hurt my Dad did blurt
Had come from something good

'Fit weren't for fatherhood
I'd never've understood
That every time he lost his mind
He'd done the best he could

'Fit weren't for fatherhood
I'd never've understood
That if I can be half the man
As he, then I'd be good.

Furrows In Your Brow

It ever pleases me to see
The furrows in your brow
That come about with every pout
Begotten by a row;
So let me plot and fabricate
An argument somehow,
That I may sigh, and gaze upon
The furrows in your brow.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

What Began As An Explication Of Barakah

The angry weak,
The gentle strong;

The haughty 'right',
The humble 'wrong';

The anxious brave,
The stalwart mild;

The venging just,
The reconciled;

The stingy rich,
The gen'rous poor;

The healthy given to complaint,
The patient ill without a cure;

The celebrated ignorant,
The, though unlettered, wise;

The quick that leave much to desire,
The slow that well surprise;

There's beauty that sets hearts to sway,
And beauty that's sublime;

The first, the second does outweigh,
As substance outweighs rhyme.

The meal that whets the appetite,
The grain that satisfies,

Not more that's less, but less that's more:
Therein the secret lies.

The unforgiving privileged,
The rancor-less deprived;

All deck the rich brocade of life
That Will Divine contrived;

A Will to which all things amount,
Infinitely beyond account,

That fashions, shapes,
Evolves, and makes,

Exalts, bestows,
That gives,and takes,

Provides, sustains
And oft forgives,

That never dies,
And ever lives,

That expedites,
And brings delay,

Restricts, constrains,
Then shows the way,

Encompassing the bounds of time,
And fusing substance into rhyme,

Determines all,
All things directs,

That causes death,
And resurrects,

Like rains upon
The springtime bed,

Give life unto
The waiting dead.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Change My Heart

This du'aa in verse is the original work of the esteemed Shaykh Zulfiqar Ahmed Naqshbandi.  It is a beautiful supplication. I wrote this translation at the request of my wife, who loves the original version.


I beg you, Lord, to change my heart,
So steeped in every heedlessness,
Enslaved by passions, avarice,
And vice I shudder to confess.

Your Mercy, Lord: transform my heart,
Bring back to life its every part.

I've tired of my sinful ways,
So cleanse and mend my withered heart,
That I may hear it sing your praise;
I beg you, Lord, to change my heart.

That I might turn my eye away
From what displeases you, I pray
That every moment of my day
Be for your sake: Lord, change my heart.

My every peace and every joy
For something of that solemn grief
That brings with it the sweet relief
Of Your remembrance; change my heart.

I lay, defeated, at your door;
Why am I so, Lord? Change my heart
That I may be for ever more
Your servant, Lord; transform my heart.

My Lord, I beg you, set me free
By making me your humble slave,
For that is all I wish to be.
Lord, hear my plea, and change my heart.

O Light of heavens, Light of earth,
This darkness from my heart dispel;
Replace its grief with lasting mirth,
That in Your Light it might revel.

My Lord, my inward state, reform,
My disposition, well adorn;
My stray and heedless self abate;
Reform me, Lord, and change my state.

Lord, give me from your fount until
Of love for you, I've had my fill.
My inward state, My Lord, reform,
My disposition, well adorn;

Your Mercy, Lord: transform my heart,
Bring back to life its every part.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

To the Proud Parents of Sulayman


For every of his infant cry,
That brings to you a weary sigh:

May your ears be blessed with the music of the angels and the celestial sounds of the divine recitation.

For every moment of arrest:
(It is what Sulaymans do best)

May you roam the grounds of vast, verdant gardens, hand in hand, unrestrained.

For all the suffocating phews,
All brought about by his refuse:

May you smell the varied fragrances of Jannah and ever find yourself in the company of its fragrant dwellers.

For every wakeful night that's spent,
And each arousal inclement:

May you find restful repose without weariness on the warm grassy banks of babbling waters.

May Sulayman be your greatest reward forever, and ever.

Friday, February 4, 2011

On Cancer, Guns, and Hit 'n Runs

The chemo sessions wore him down,
He so despised the sterile smells,
The chatter, beeps, and flimsy gown,
And then those plain disgusting gels.

But no more thoughts of days gone by,
Of chances lost, of things begun,
And multitud'nous reasons why
Some of those things just won't get done.

No, none of that. He closed his eyes,
And saw with utmost clarity
The very light that clarifies
The meaning of reality.

Deceased, 12-20-88

She wore a smile of gratitude,
And softly blinked to see just how
Her crazy life had been renewed,
Was tumor-free for eight years now.

Her loving husband, bratty child,
A recent job promotion, and
Their town home fashionably styled,
All came together just as planned.

She left her car to cross the street,
When, BANG BANG BANG - no time to dive,
Her body hit the cold concrete,
And sprang the rest of her alive.

Deceased, 8-13-94

Returning from the library,
He tried to navigate his thoughts
From English and Geography
To complicated scatter plots.

He'd battled cancer as a child,
And thought that was his hardest time,
Until that college kid went wild,
And shot him in a tragic crime.

Disease and wounds had left him strong,
And strong he was in times of strife,
But then, that night, something went wrong:
A drunken driver took his life.

Deceased, 11-6-08.

I am amongst you even as
I breathe, and wince, and laugh, and cry;
I've been with you from evermore.
Deceased, mm-dd-yy.